Darkened-
Chorus-
Leave me! Cause with you near I can’t be me
leave me! Cause With you here no one will free me
So just leave me! Cause you hurt me And don’t even see me!
Leave me.
Verse 1-
Pain fills my life with so many negative emotions. it is really not wanted in here
We all have these fears we have to learn to live together cope with but can’t face them when they come near
Don’t know why it’s there? but it makes us feel so haunted by the things that are clear
But I can’t battle mine Just because I have this trait in me as well and I can’t steer
I know….
this is the fear of my life
But I can’t face it no I can’t fight
Cause I can’t see the goddamn light
There is nothing really looks that white
No more valour I’m out of my own might
No more games, It’s always been so damn right
That I’m a loser can’t be bright
Holding my neck I squeeze so tight
I am feeling so out of sight
But I just can’t seem do what’s right
because these thoughts are just like a kite
Flying up my head, I try to hide
But I can’t run away cause they’ll catch me again
and If I don’t run then I’ll have the blame
Once again,I’m going insane
Never wanted to be so dark but I can’t be the same
After the time I decided to go away and make a lane
But It’s hard for me to achieve cause I’ve lost the game
Kicked down by the guilt I’m drowning in the shame
I guess I have to accept the fact that I’m a dog to tame
No these scars are just footprints, My feeling are still alive
But I can’t show them today cause they won’t let me survive
I just wanted to live but you made me a weapon of war
Man I trusted you all but you just hurt me more
I’m torn This is the way I live today
Can’t even bother to trust myself man this isn’t really straight
I’m the bad influence on them but they wanted to be that m8
Even if you can’t accept me just leave me and give me all your hate
This is the way I’m left to see
This is the life you gave me be
Just hate me more I’m dying to live
Cause I just don’t know why you won’t accept the real me. WHY?
(Hook)
Verse 2-
This songs makes me get so sad
Cause people always say that I can’t rap
I just spit some words thinking I’m the man
But it’s not just words man I’m far from that
This rap is not just writing and speaking it fast
It is saying what hurts and makes you fall apart
Cause once you say that thing It’s bring a start
To the new life where you can follow your heart
Cause you’ll lose all fights if you hate yourself
There is no way to win even if you ask for help
The biggest help you can get is from the person in the mirror
So I guess accepting your weakness would make it clearer
There is nothing known as wrong or right
It’s just your state of mind when you overthink your life
Which is the worst way to live cause you live out of sight
Thinking “I’m the one who has the this vision so wise”
This is not the truth,you’ve heard the proof
I ain’t lying about this Don’t disapprove
We built a roof to protect ourselves from issues
But in the end we just disapprove
ourselves from the world we live in
Maybe I know that cause I it myself
Higher life 