Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 (Remix)-
Yo, My favourite Rapper Hopsin Wrote this song, 6 years ago
And I listened to it since then but never felt it more than a song
I was wrong, Cause this ain’t just a hit, it’s a place where I belong
I never knew that it would make me feel so exposed
But now I don’t fear to question you, cause my respects all gone
And with nothing to lose I can let my anger out with no fear of loss
And Now that no one’s here to break me cause I’m strong
Let’s start this conversation by asking,” What are you even hiding on?”
I am done with this game, why do you even want to break me?
Is it because I denied you and I started following my on lane in
A world where greed and money was worth far more than reality
And you choose to break me, I am the one who had no option but to start faking my personality
This is what you give me in return?
More complications in my life while others just watch and have fun
I ain’t moving up or down I am just stuck as the disordered one
Cause I lost my directions and by my side, I see no one
Just stop it now! I’ve already said that a million times
Rapped about a hundred words with a hundred different rhymes
But no One understands the meaning they just like the beat putting rap aside
And when it comes to helping me, I’ve got No one to stand beside.
I am done with the way these people treat me
And also you! I ain’t trusting anyone at the moment
I might me strong from Outside But I am broken and distorted
and I am saying this because you should know it.
I’ve got the A brain that makes me different from others
A man with guts, And a heart that fills it’s desires first
But did I ever want to have these things? Did I Ever say I wanted this
NO, But I have it because everyone wants me like this
I had no choice But to choose my life full of pain!
I wanted to see myself gain victory over this world of blame
I wanted to be in the hall of fame
And Now with the weight on my shoulders I can’t expect my life to stay the same
The people I love are messing me up, Everyone has an ego
I’m the only on in this world who is putting it aside and trying to be a hero
But no one is helping me to reach that height
So I have to make my alter ego to stand by My side
And now that I tell you about him
You Just call me crazy and leave me like I have sinned
Man You are the ones who did this to me, with no air to breathe, These scars don’t cut that deep and nowhere to be, Where even are my Kin?
I am tired of these games that people are playing
They just imagine that the truth is this but never even try saying
And when we can’t understand them, they just end up blaming ,I am tired of this maze you’ve been laying.
I am done in this world you’ve given me, just just take my life away in a second before I get to moaning
Because I can’t get how the hell these people expect me to stay at the bottom of the game when I lay on it
But what can I say, just leave me alone, I’ll die someday and might reach a place I could call home.
Have learned so much in the past years for so long and now I am just a normal person who just wanders and roam
Forget Vengeance man, the man is dead forever just because he received orders instead of love letters
Maybe one day I will be able to repent myself in front of you and get myself to a place that is somewhat better!
No I don’t want to say anything else now
Because I am filled with loneliness inside man, even though I have a crowd
Just leave me alone and I’ll stay away
I am a human I’ll stay in my lane. Ill mind.
Higher life 