I’m Tired-
Hook-
Trapped in the dark, Here are my remains
Had to fall apart Now, I am not the same
For all the pain you faced I am the blame
I’m not okay, I am going insane!
Verse 1-
Had to write this rap someday Or else I would’ve fallen apart
Fallen in the dark, As I try to make It once again Hopefully I sing from the start, I try so hard but I can’t handle my heart as it demands for love Once again But I can’t fill that part because I Hate myself and I blame myself For all the things that I can’t control and I am not to be blamed for! I can tell that by showing these scars I have and the weight on my name I lied before!
When I said that I will win this world But now the truth uncurls and it hurts at first unserved I am dying because of thirst. I am the worst at handling these things. Been so Interspersed when It comes to saving these feelings, i don’t feel things that I should Or I could but I don’t want to do that because my life’s screwed And I added the screw to it.
I am done with the pain
I feel stuck in a maze and the only thing I can do is cry in the rain
My need for people can’t be fulfilled until I earn some fame
The only reason I don’t talk about feeling is because you’d call them lame
Is this really the way?
I don’t know if it is so the only thing I can do is sit and try to pray
But I won’t, cause I am self proclaimed.
And I will rap until My way to express the pain.
(Hook)
Verse 2-
I was eleven When I started to make my life the way It shouldn’t have been
Took away my friends, my family and murdered my dreams with no crime scene
And decided to follow money and fame to earn love from everyone that wanted me like this
But No one supports me on this hard track of life, except the temporary joy and permanent guilt of a fix
I am proud of myself for being the realest one in the world of fakes
I just want love no I don’t need my birthday celebrated with cakes
Man I am drowning myself to just see if someone would same me today
But I don’t see no one And I can’t save myself alone from the emotion lakes.
I am done, I am done. I can’t do this anymore. Just for once save me from this world. I can’t even handle it myself!
Higher life 