Stuck Inside Me-
Hook-
Clearing my crimes,
Hearing the fires
The End is Getting closer
Please, stay by my side
Clearing my crimes,
Hearing the fires
The End is Getting closer
As I am Stuck in my Mind
Verse 1-
You Never know if your life is really real or fake!
Or if it is even worth living it this way?
Cause we all end up doing things that we don’t want to
And really drag our respect down when we are awake
I say this because I know that this is a truth I have
And I regret it every day so much that I even Hate Myself
And Because of this I don’t even want to ask for help.
So Just be there for me Cause I’ve been On a road to hell!
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Man I have been singing the same song for a long time now, with this long wild growl, online now
But it doesn’t matter how much I learn, cause I don’t want me to earn the things I earn.
And this might not seem like a big issue to some but Just try to listen to the hate I have given to myself for such ambition, Lost in my mission.
Don’t think that I have no problems or that I am so normal cause the person that looks most experienced in life can also sometimes fail to solve em.
It’s like an auction where you buy your difficulties to show the world and end up getting crushed by all of them.
And that is why I don’t speak about my problems.
It doesn’t sound that right cause my life isn’t so bright!
And the way I’ve lived it is above the height of how I expected my life to be with the pain I hide
And the further I run away the closer I get to the way I want to have my life
It’s not because I choose my life to be just like others and end up with a lot of pride
When there’s no reason for that and I can’t even stand by my own side
Being real was the most important thing I considered to have in this world
But with the feelings and emotions I face daily I prefer to have my mask on first
Being weak is a disaster for me because I want me to be the strongest in the herd
And there are only two things that I fear; one of which is landing in dirt.
Sometimes our life can seem really useless
We all have these paths in our life that we follows so clueless
Of where we are going to end up as we get stuck in this new mess
And I know that’s true Cause I am one of the fewest that can relate too, I’ve been playing this game too, and there’s nothing so brand new
The second fear that I have, Is losing someone so close to myself, someone who really cares for my existence and doesn’t care for what’s in my head. And i can’t tell show them the monster inside me and now I have to hide it daily and It’s tiring. And I am the only one to blame cause I am stuck inside me!