Just thought about how my life could end in a single second so decided to write a song “before I die”
Original song-
I never imagined it to happen so quickly, Insanely I am feeling unsafe please save me. My breaths are speeding faster and my heart rate is increasing. Don’t know why but it feels like this is gonna be the last pumping. Asumping, my life in in the hands of god himself and now that I remember I fought with him I feel so much regret. I am about to be dead with very less time to spend on this planet and no There’s no one I have, whom I could wish to see? I wanted to become a man and wanted to stand strong in the breeze and now that I am a Stronger man, god’s about to take me to the heaven gates. No he’s gonna burn me instead and push me down to hell’s weight’s.
I’m dying there’s a gun pointed to my head with a shooter who is mad and now I feel so sad
I’m not lying even though I had fake end and faked life I had I’m not gonna fake again
Can’t stop him he’s hurrying the process of death and he’s just gonna go and rest instead
Just bury me and forget me instead, There’s no profit in grieving in head, cause I don’t have myself, I need help, But I can’t get it because I was sitting on my desk and writing my raps for a long time and now that everything seems to come in a straight line I can no longer call anyone mine. there were many wishes I hide and some of them are to have my parents on a dine and tell them my problems and I am not fine so just they could help. i don’t know if others can tell But I just really want them to tell me that I am not that bad at helping and they are happy from me I have been feeling lost on my path, I don’t feel like I have a heart. I try so hard and I nearly got so far but It no longer matters man these lyrics really affect by linkin park, I can feel how chester felt when he was depressed and Now that I have to die I can let go the weight on my chest. the only thing that I wanted to have was someone who cared for me more then the rest so I don’t alone and I can feel like home but that was not a search it was just a roam and I am defending people like a house nome but that nome’s hat is broken now that I am about to be spoken in the holy water and end up somewhere far away from all the jokers but I can’t leave now, I have to defeat them today, I need to show that I am the alan walker of this game and I need to provide my people the victory because they are weak for the reach so I need to preach I am on the move man I have to get this siege I am the feat…ure, The illuminating creature, One of the best the way head teacher and even though I might be misunderstood, I am not gonna end up as another one of those dead heathens. I am going to return.
Higher life 