Verse 1-
Was I really a “let down”
Or was it because I was happy now
Cause no matter how much you seem to think good for me you never ever want me to be that way
I am seemingly found
But I am internally Drowned
Cause The way you want to treat me in painful and there’s nothing you’ve got to say
I always felt that no matter how much I fail you’ll never lose faith in me
But in the end I was the one who had to lose faith in this lie indeed
Cause All my life you wanted to me to become someone I didn’t want to be
And Now that I am that person you are telling me to take time to breathe?
Well i don’t have that… That time is gone
Always been so cryptic when I wasn’t even wrong
This is so sad…… That I have to mourn
But I got no time for it So I’ll just make another song
And I am past that…… That life was old
When I had to think about me before I do as told
No I am not MAD…… That’s just one of the songs
Now I have to defend myself while also trying to get a throne
I don’t smoke or drink cause I am too young for that
But I Work out and learn business as I am said
That’s the reality of what’s their in every child’s head
When they are not taught to grow but to fight instead
I don’t want to criticize
I am not here to analyze
the situation that we all live in thinking we are the reasons we are paralyzed
we are rationalized
When we should be Nationalized
United together not to fight but to find the real purpose of our life
Hook-
That’s all you ever wanted don’t lie about that at least
I am just a silent man now when I wanted to be a beast
I sit to myself everyday waiting for the time to be released
But I can’t so I just hope that this moment will freeze
That’s all you ever wanted don’t lie about that at least
I am just a silent man now when I wanted to be a beast
I sit to myself everyday waiting for the time to be released
But I can’t so I just hope that this moment will freeze
Verse 2-
Stop it! Why don’t we try to get together once again and try to cope with
All the differences we share because in the end that’s how it is supposed to be
Cause If we all were the same then being real about something would never be wanted
By anyone because our life would just be the same with the person we can’t hope with
This is tough and I know that no matter how much You try the road that I am speaking of is rough
But the stuff that you want to have has a price so high in life that you’re gonna have to not give up
And stay tough throughout the scuff practice
Trust me, We are all the screws from the same steel
But some of us were stronger than others and were able to heal
While some of us were loose in life wondering why they couldn’t feel
While some of us gave up very quickly and became someone else’s meal
I don’t have to say it all cause you know what I want to say
Life is gonna be hard, it’s gonna try to find the most painful way
And you have to stand over it you better not try to run away
Just battle your pain out tonight cause god won’t help you for some pray
I need to get up! Cause I know how it feels to be broken when everything you faced once in life makes you feel so hopeless
I want to be the first! To get slapped by this suffering and end up broken down in pieces cause
I’ve learned That If ya wanna win in this world you’ll have to be real with the things you say
because it does Put an impact on the people you love and how they affect yous so technically back to you Sir
Hook-
That’s all you ever wanted don’t lie about that at least
I am just a silent man now when I wanted to be a beast
I sit to myself everyday waiting for the time to be released
But I can’t so I just hope that this moment will freeze
That’s all you ever wanted don’t lie about that at least
I am just a silent man now when I wanted to be a beast
I sit to myself everyday waiting for the time to be released
But I can’t so I just hope that this moment will freeze
That’s all you ever wanted don’t lie about that at least
I am just a silent man now when I wanted to be a beast
I sit to myself everyday waiting for the time to be released
But I can’t so I just hope that this moment will freeze
That’s all you ever wanted don’t lie about that at least
I am just a silent man now when I wanted to be a beast
I sit to myself everyday waiting for the time to be released
But I can’t so I just hope that this moment will freeze
Higher life 