Verse 1-
I need to get it out of me!
The feeling I don’t need to feel
Cause everytime I do It feels wrong to and I can’t handle this guilt..
in me…
There’s a lot for me to do right now.
There is a task that god wants me to stay true to right now…
But I don’t know how to stay true when no one is true to me
This is the part of my heart that no one might ever see
But I have to let it out now
It’s too complicated to handle when life turns from an uphill climb to an unwanted drown out
And maybe I have drowned
In the sea of guilt and fear cause I am too scared to admit that my future might just be the worst route.
I don’t want any of it
But I have to do it anyway
Because If I don’t then people around me will be taunting me in million other torturous ways
I feel out of place
But maybe it’s supposed to be that way
How badly could I’ve messed up to get my life a torture place
Is there a way?
I’ve been looking for someone, Who could make me feel wanted for who I am?
I’ve got a lot to say
With these feelings undone, but Most of all I am scared that this might be the end?
Of my happiness
Chorus-
Don’t hurt me
Don’t burn me
Don’t make me feel uncanny
I am still broken
I am going ghost
I’d lost my purpose
And I am still lost
still lost
Verse 2-
It is a tour as some may say…
Wait for the correct time and you might just find your way
But what about handling all the regret and pain
Cause there’s no damn quote that can say what I want it to say
And I don’t mind it
Life is a free gift that I got
And with my financial status It is what others would want
But I am trying
And all the gifts won’t make me feel you god
I can get them myself but I can’t get what I want
I need people to love me
People to hug me
Someone to be there when my life is ugly
Someone to be there when my life is burning
Someone who could look me in the eyes and says they trust me
Money or knowledge never bought happiness for me
Living life this way I feel like I don’t even know me
People might say that my life is worth living
But man I come home to absolutely nothing
So I guess I move on now.
Even If I win or lose I’ve already lost a lot now
and I won’t forgive myself for being a failure I’ve lost my roar now
And I am a lost growl
I will win and I already know that plot
No need to motivate me that’s something I don’t want
Don’t idealize my methods cause I am always wrong
And the truth is- I am still lost…
Higher life 