I’m Sorry

I am sorry! I am sorry for not being able to help you when you need me the most. I am sorry for not being the best. I am sorry for not having strength to help you. I am sorry for my greed. I am sorry for my anger. I am sorry for my mistakes. I am sorry for my actions. I am sorry for causing pain to a soul that doesn’t deserve it. I am sorry for making your life thousand times difficult. I am sorry for being unworthy. I am sorry for being a stubborn bastard. I am sorry for not understanding. I am sorry because I can’t be the person you want me to be. I am sorry but I can’t handle the fact that nothing will stay.I am sorry for not obeying you. I am sorry for not being good. I am sorry for making things about me. I am sorry for my bad actions. I am sorry for the hurt I cause. I am sorry for not being good enough. I am sorry that I had to be the one to break you. I am sorry for making your life hard. I am sorry for myself. I am sorry for the man I have become and might just be one day. I am sorry for what made me this, myself. I am sorry. I am truly sorry for these things because I never wanted life to be this way, life has been…. It’s not been that easy but maybe it would’ve been If I tried a bit harder. my greed and ego got in the way of me thinking and making things right.. I bit off more than I could chew and now I can’t clean it up.If there was a way to make it all stop and make everything better than I would do it but There is nothing I can do. I am a bad guy and a sinner. I am sorry from the depth of my heart…. I am sorry.