Verse –
He’s 14 but his life feels like he has lived 100 years of self-doubt (self-doubt)
He wants to go forward in life but whenever he tries to he blacks out(blacks out)
His mind wants him dead just like people around him he’s not proud(not proud)
Of himself, because he thinks he’s the reason for other’s pain and a letdown(letdown)
He starts writing these words with rythem cause he’s scared to make a noise (noise)
he falls in love with music and agrees that he does it because it’s his choice (choice)
He’s in his room all day long working on music while being bullied by other boys (boys)
But now that music has got him a stage and chance so that he could become the strongest voice (voice)
It was the fire that burns inside us, to prove that we are more than you thought! (Ayy)
and the more we are hurt the more it burns, there is a war that needs to be fought! (Ayy)
I ain’t gonna a lie it hurts, but I have god damn invested in it for too long(Ayy)
I am going to be in this war at first, I will stand with my hands held strong (Ayy)
So I’ll hustle, Move that plate
Rack up my issue Ima put on the weight
I’ll hustle, shoot for the space
Life is all about time and I will move in it at a pace,
I’ll hustle, I feel the craze
Inside of my heart telling me to win this race
I’ll hustle, There are many different ways,
But I chose this because I will leave a trace (ohhh from to )
Fast part-
I am made of the pain and it resides inside of me
There’s a part of my life that I don’t want anyone to see
And I can say that with confidence because sometimes even I can’t believe that is me
It’s not fear or maybe it is? That makes it hard for me to breathe
These emotions are tough to handle and there’s no need for me to feel
But I still do feel them every day because they teach me who I would have been If this wasn’t real
And that is fear, I know it because I want to run from it for real
So I keep it inside myself and I don’t let it out like It is completely sealed.
I don’t show things cause I am not a man who would open up at a meal
The only thing that I really want is love because it makes my skin peel
It brings a voice inside of my mind every time that repeats the words,” It’s time to heal”
And that is why I don’t like it because If I heal then I won’t be me
I have earned enough by now so It’s better that I hold on to nothing
And that is my story, I hear every day when I am awake (Ayy)
There’s a lot in front of me, and there’s a lot at stake (ayy)
I will always stay true to me, I am never going to turn fake (ayy)
Even if it’s awful hard to breathe, It’s my life I’ll make (ayy)
So I’ll hustle, Move that plate
Rack up my issue Ima put on the weight
I’ll hustle, shoot for the space
Life is all about time and I will move in it at a pace,
I’ll hustle, I feel the craze
Inside of my heart telling me to win this race
I’ll hustle, There are many different ways,
But I chose this because I will leave a trace
Final Hook
So I’ll hustle, Move that plate
Rack up my issue Ima put on the weight
I’ll hustle, shoot for the space
Life is all about time and I will move in it at a pace,
I’ll hustle, I feel the craze
Inside of my heart telling me to win this race
I’ll hustle, There are many different ways,
But I chose this because I will leave a trace
Higher life 