Verse –
I am… Breaking me down to feel that I have been found
Trying, To cover the sound of the monster that is deep down
and then, He knows I’ll drown if I don’t let him go out
I can, let him give a growl and then destroy everything around
Or else, I’ll destroy myself and let my haters see me fall
No man, could provide me help cause It’s now out of my control
manifest, My way on the quest To destroy the monster that I hold
Can’t rest, Cause It a lot of stress that they’ll try to break me open when I stop
They think that I am not a threat and they are right and I am wrong
They think that breaking me down is easy and That it is important for me to fall
They think that they have completely seen me And this Is all I’ve got
Well They don’t know that It’s hidden and That I am hiding me after all
There are haters outside and there’s a monster living in me
And I am the wall between them that is trying to let it be
Just away from each other so that they don’t see what I see
But I feel Like I’ll break when it’s about the end’s beginning
I am out of the bottles I am out of the medication
I am out of my feelings And All I Can Feel is Decimation
I am Trapped In my mind And I’ve been stuck since my creation
I can No longer feel the venom maybe it’s time for carnation
Let there be carnage, That’s all I can hear deep Inside
I can’t manage There are people who want to steal my life
A brain hambradge, And another open death case file
Maybe savage is what I should become now that there’s no place for me to hide
Hook (1:04) –
Renegade, There’s nothing more that I should live for
Renegade, Waiting with my hands down for the untold
Renegade, Feel the destruction of everything that I hold
Renegade, Change my name and break my bones
Renegade, Trap me in a cage and leave me out for a war
Renegade, Destroy my life and destroy my cause
Renegade, Cut me open and see the monster that I store
Renegade, May God have mercy on you cause I won’t
Verse (1:25)-
I am just who I am and I never told you to like me
I would rather give away my life on my feet than live on my knees
Throw me to the wolves and I’ll return with a pack that I lead
I might want you to be my part But You will never be a part of my need
See this anger and pain is the source of My Power
While say that You work Hard I’d prefer trying to work harder
So That The day, I am killed Could be remembered as a martyr
I am building a religion I am not giving off the charter
It’s not the haters I fight, it’s the blame that comes with it
I see it as a humiliation you can see it just the way that fits
I have been going all alone for a while now and it feels like I should quit
But I won’t ever give up on the dream cause It’s too lit
I hear the clouds rage I can hear there’s going to be a lightning
I hear the drowned mage who knows a death spell and it is casting
I hear the flipping page of my life as It drains away fastly
I hear the empty stage waiting for a person to do something everlasting
Hook (2:08) –
Renegade, There’s nothing more that I should live for
Renegade, Waiting with my hands down for the untold
Renegade, Feel the destruction of everything that I hold
Renegade, Change my name and break my bones
Renegade, Trap me in a cage and leave me out for a war
Renegade, Destroy my life and destroy my cause
Renegade, Cut me open and see the monster that I store
Renegade, May God have mercy on you cause I won’t
Verse (2:30)-
This is the end of my song And I want you to hear it closely
You think of me as a threat then why don’t you come and stop me
That blame, that evil, that dark, that is not me
I am just a wanderer looking for a meaning not the devil of your dream
But now you have left me no choice but to fight you
I am just a misconception until I show you That I know how to fight too
My superpower is that No matter the problem I’ll say what’s true
Everyone’s infected by a disease and I am the only left cure
Call me a liar, call me a fighter, call me the loser or the game binder
Call me a bullshaft, call me a writer, call the most underminer
Call me a saint, call me the devil, call me the stupidest flame righter
Call me the blame, call me the angel, call me vengeance, I am the night rider
It wispers in my ear that I am not strong enough to stand the storm
Guess I’ll wisper back hit the rat and remind him I am the storm
My plans are dark as night and they will fall like a thunderbolt
I was dumb but now I am insane And I won’t until I am the god
Hook (3:12) –
Renegade, There’s nothing more that I should live for
Renegade, Waiting with my hands down for the untold
Renegade, Feel the destruction of everything that I hold
Renegade, Change my name and break my bones
Renegade, Trap me in a cage and leave me out for a war
Renegade, Destroy my life and destroy my cause
Renegade, Cut me open and see the monster that I store
Renegade, May God have mercy on you cause I won’t
Higher life 