Verse –
Tear fall from my eyes but I am trying to make them stop
It’s hard when things die but it’s heartbreaking when it is hope
At least I can say I tried, But it feels hard for me to try and cope
to all the pain like I am bleeding inside, someone please make it stop
That was me, someone, who never cared what his life would be?
All I could see.. was the present and how to make that happy
I have this feel, feeling helpless Just wish that this all was a dream
But It seems, that it’s real and I have to adjust with all of it sadly
Drowning in water, please help me and give me a hand
Sinking in my own feeling like I am stuck inside a sand
I am not able to breathe in my life just stopped I am dammed
What the hell is happening to me just try to make me understand
How long will you try to break me I can’t hold on to my life forever
It plays like a song in my mind and I tired of listening to it I am fed up
It’s getting harder and more complicated but I am still trying to stand up
Isn’t it worthy enough to show that I am worthy through all my efforts
And aren’t my efforts enough to show that I am better than the rest
or even that I am a person whose dedication level is one of the best
I held on to my dreams even when you took a lot of my test
You rolled your eyes off me and you left so much weight on my chest
And all of that weight went through and it broke my heart
I need to restart, and stop being a retard
but if I do then all of the things I have built and my name would fall apart
It would get so dark because I just cannot start
all of my life over again and get through the struggle like it wasn’t worth it
My decisions were to make you happy and you decided to leave, you hurt it
And it’s not like I am just complaining about it, I see my faults and I am working
and it requires a lot of sacrifices so to see it, either way, everything is hurting
Can’t take away this pain and I give myself the blame cause life is burning
there’s no curse to explain these emotions and yet I try to find It I am cursing
Living in the clouds I am trying to find the sunlight I am searching
And Yet I am surprised to see that it is you I serving…
Emotionally fighting loneliness tell me where are the people I called friend
going through pain to find happiness I’m trying my best to be the man
sacrifices and hard work doesn’t mean a thing if I can’t ever be happy in the end
What the hell is happening to me just try to make me understand
Higher life 