Hook –
Can you feel my pain?
I don’t know if I’m insane
I don’t know if I’m alive
I don’t know if I’ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in the eye?
I am never satisfied
Verse 1 (0:30)-
Alone in this race, I am trying to fight in my life
not strong for this game but I gave too far in the fight
Trying to hold on to your name cause it’s the thing that makes me alright
But I am searching for fame and it’s still out of my sight
My motivation is not found it is made from my own thoughts
But it’s hard to motivate yourself when you have to deal with your ghosts
The demons, the devil and the senior uppermost
Now I am facing them in the night I am facing in the dark, I ain’t lost
I am searching for a place where I could be myself And Call it home
But I haven’t found it yet because maybe my method seems wrong
But I have adapted to this way of life I have learned to live it alone
So It’s hard for you to cut me inside when my feelings are trapped in my songs
Facing these feelings that I always show in my own writing
Vengeance is my name and I will keep on fighting
I won’t give up on my dreams cause are all that made me a Viking
I am trying not to go insane but I won’t blame anyone for how my life’s been
Hook-
Can you feel my pain?
I don’t know if I’m insane
I don’t know if I’m alive
I don’t know if I’ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in the eye?
I am never satisfied
Verse 2(1:28)-
alone in this race, I am trying to fight for myself
I am a man with one face, I can live without any help
Cause I’ve suffered enough in grace, there are stories left to tell
Going through all the pain just wishing that maybe I could get past this hell
At a point or a stage where nothing seems to make any sense
Feeling trapped inside a maze where the situation is getting tense
Or maybe I am trapped in a nightmare but How can I be right here
with the simplest of the light snare, I am not going in a timeshare
It feels like in my time that people take me as a villain when I am trying to make friends forever
there are things that I can’t deal with because they break me every time they happen
My good deeds won’t ever be seen, man I am just trying to be someone better
the victories I have collected through my journey are not enough to replace my errors
Taking this beat forward I am going to let it all out, I am going to release my anger
Making my head hurt that all of my wraths now demand from me to change hurts
And my chest turns all the weight to my heart that I have been holding onto for a damn ton
I am fed up, I am sad hurt, I am stuck inside a sense infected with cancer
Hook-
Can you feel my pain?
I don’t know if I’m insane
I don’t know if I’m alive
I don’t know if I’ll survive
Can you see my shame?
I still got no one to blame
Can you look me in the eye?
I am never satisfied
Higher life 