Verse –
A weird sense of direction in my rhyme and I can feel it
Talking to the voices, makes me feel like I can’t breathe in
All the noises that I heard are now going off and are feeding
They are healing of my heart And I can’t understand how to deal in
I feel stuck, in my own life hand, wish I could just run wish I could just hang
And Out of luck, I am out of friends, I am a cursed live one I am the boy in the sand
But I can’t stop for too long on this road than I am on
Cause every time I feel like giving up, I could hear your song
That voice in my heart that gives me the power to hold strong
And your picture from the start gives me the courage to fight the wrong
Hating myself in the mirror and I can feel that when I write
Facing the things coming nearer and I can see them in my fight
life ain’t getting any clearer but I will try to walk through this night
Scared of the change, scared of finding a new name, I will hold on to you for the rest of my life
Hook-
Never gonna wash away
I still hear your voice
nothing’s gonna take your place when it’s pouring on
they keep telling me to ride the wave
but I still feel your void
even when I lie awake
you keep holding me down
Verse (1:32)-
Going through these moments Knowing they won’t last forever
And still trying to make memories that I know aren’t better
Because they will hurt a lot after all of this has to end up
But I am ready to go through pain cause I know I am a man cursed
Taking this fight in my mind cause I like it
But facing these demons in there is not an easy fighting
And I can feel myself break away with these words I am writing
And it’s too late to come back now, My life is out of lighting
I am trying, to make it better but I can’t when these outcomes are my actions
Still Crying, to make this sad hurt, go away from my life but it has to end first
Got A war I have to fight and a story I have to write
There is nowhere for me to hide got no one to stand by my side
I am gonna fight for what is right gonna hold on to your name so tight
Never gonna give up, never gonna leave it, not gonna run away from my life
Hook-
Never gonna wash away
I still hear your voice
nothing’s gonna take your place when it’s pouring on
they keep telling me to ride the wave
but I still feel your void
even when I lie awake
you keep holding me down
Higher life 