Intro-
Sitting at my table writing these songs, trying to find if they will ever be able to understand me
It’s understanding that I am lost in some emotions I can’t withstand, please
Don’t make a call cause you won’t find me home, there’s no way for you to help me
Feeling like a ghost I don’t really know, I guess I need some more understanding
I want honesty that’s my policy if you can’t then please stay away from me
actually honestly you can stay with me, lies make value things that are not with me
I am Feeling free, it’s all modesty, carrying a weight on my chest even if it’s not necessary
I wanna see, I gotta be, someone who can stay by my side even when My world crashes
Hook-
This war in my mind,
I can’t seem to end
doctor, please help me,
I just want friends
going to a place,
only I’ll ever know
cut into my face,
am I beautiful to you…
what am I doing, I’m only human
what am I doing, I’m only human
Verse-
Nearly feel like getting off, I don’t know what to do
Now I am working like a boss, making ways in my rule
Time is running off, so It’s not to hold on to
But I am holding on, hoping that I could get a clue
There seems to be war, Which side will I choose
My anger off, it makes someone new
Nowhere to stop, but I will walk till the moon
Searching out for hope to feel like I am not used,
Till I get in my mood and I work hard, I get to the grind
I am barely gonna lose this war going on in my mind
Looking over these death-made views that are in my life
Not gonna choose the wrong outcome this time
It’ll all be mine
Take a deep breath, feel death, going through my guts forever
It takes a steep neck, be blessed, to live this life so clever
Being real and, in my feeling, thinking about what could happen
I am like steel man, so hidden, under my silver child to battle
Hook-
I can’t seem to end
doctor, please help me,
I just want friends
going to a place,
only I’ll ever know
cut into my face,
am I beautiful to you…
what am I doing, I’m only human
what am I doing, I’m only human
Verse 2-
All of my demons, that Are living in me, I can hear them say
They say we won, Now I am driven, by the bad that they take
Negative, Imperative these questions don’t ever leave me
So I will answer them, ask the man and fight them on bravely, I am ready
it takes a lot of will and I will show it all just to be me
Not hiding from myself I am just trying to deal with my feelings
Those are sealed while I could heal but There are reasons needed for healing
And without a reason, without a mission, it’s a task that I am not willing
Ohhhhh….. can you hear me now
Ohhhhh… All these ghosts and these sounds
Ohhhhh… take my guard to the ground
Ohhhhh… I almost lost all I found
But nothing seems to make me feel like I need to work
I am not broken and it’s not pain or hurt
There used to be a time when I used to feel like a beserk
But now I feel like a jerk Maybe I feel in the cirque
Hook-
I can’t seem to end
doctor, please help me,
I just want friends
going to a place,
only I’ll ever know
cut into my face,
am I beautiful to you…
what am I doing, I’m only human
what am I doing, I’m only human
Higher life 