Hook:
I need you to stay
Tell me it’s not too late
Before I push you away
Just know I need you to stay
Verse:
take me to my grave and show me my own sight
Oh there is my name written on the stone in the highlight
Says he died achieving fame but he just wanted to see some light
For a while and stop his pain but he deserved to face his demise
just give me the names of all the songs on my list
So I can listen to them again as I fall into the abyss
those are not tattoo’s on my skin those are scars on my wrists
That I made by myself cause I hate that I exist
In the midst of a war, thinking of you and all before
Going through the things in my life that aren’t right or wrong
My heart is sore, It can’t go on no more
Have taken it too far, hoping that I might adapt to the cold
But it didn’t, And Now I feel like I should’ve expected it when I forced it
It’s a feeling, that I try to hide, I try to run away from and I try to ignore it
What’s the meaning, Of life, it never seems right that I can’t have you
Accept everything, when all you ever wished for ends up being a half-truth
And now I am waking on the fire made of my desires of trying to have things that I ever wanted
I am trying to go up higher and take on my attire hoping I could remake all the memories that we had been holding
Hook:
I need you to stay
Tell me it’s not too late
Before I push you away
Just know I need you to stay
I need you to stay
Tell me it’s not too late
Before I push you away
Just know I need you to stay
Verse 2 (1:42)-
take me to my grave and show me the way I die
Life is the hardest for you when you have no reason to be alive
Taking wrong turns is easy but it takes forever to make them right
And it’s impossible when there is no hope besides
Underwhelmed by, the dark side, a knife I have been holding
On my throat, a note, saying suicide was the option
One cut, one move and it will all be over with
One gun, one wound on the heartbroken in pieces
And it’ll be over it’s that easy to quit,
but I won’t cause I wasn’t even born for it
I am not done yet, It’s just how it seems fit,
I will come back soon to you and I will commit
There are the questions that keep coming to me
Will I make it out alive? Will I ever be free?
Will you ever be by my side? Will I ever succeed?
Do I fight Or Do I hide? Or do I fall back to sleep?
But I can’t sleep cause I am losing it
Losing control over myself I am not choosing it
It’s so unknown to be a mess but feels like someone’s using it
Or is it just that fact that maybe I am getting used again
All I need is a message from you to have some hope
Because I can’t cope with the distance I didn’t choose just to make it stop
Trying to climb up my life when it was meant to be a downhill slope
And your memories are tied to my neck like it’s a death rope
Hook:
I need you to stay
Tell me it’s not too late
Before I push you away
Just know I need you to stay
I need you to stay
Tell me it’s not too late
Before I push you away
Just know I need you to stay
Higher life 