Verse 1-
Another cold night, the cold sky
And I feel like I am all alone
Another Cold fight, the cold light
And all I feel seems to be unknown
Another dark sight, the half-flight
And all my needs seem to have gone
Another song night, just impolite
And all my feelings just hold me tight
I wanna wake up one day to see everyone be proud of me
I wanna take myself a way that no one could ever have been
I wanna feel love from the ones that I know will be my need
I wanna stay hurt from the pain that gives me a reason to lead
But I can’t keep going this way cause I can’t risk to lose
I can’t be knowing all they say cause I am not you
I can’t hunt for fame cause It never feels so true
I can’t stop being afraid of losing the man I grew
myself, I don’t need any help, maybe I do, what’s new, should’ve expected this mess
high wealth, yet poor as hell, where are you, no clue, I am stuck inside my cell
Blaming myself for A lot and I hold it in me
Trying to be better than the most and I am not winning
Everything is so out of hope, god I need a healing
I can feel my skin peeling, my heart bleeding taking me down for a kneeling\
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Verse 2-
Should’ve seen this future in the days that I had to
take rest and stop from the race that I can’t lose
Cause I broke myself in the hopes that no one will ever break me,
Shake me, take me to the top of the tower and wake me
Keep fighting for you I can’t defend myself
I am left all alone Why can’t I ask for help
feels like I am the only book lost that is left on the bookshelf
Can’t look up to the light when I live like an elf
Everybody wants to be my enemy, it’s misery but I am ready for all the longevity
Trying to be someone I can never be, it’s levity, living like an unknown entity
Am I a good or a bad guy?
When I make myself look worse so that others can rise
When I make myself so hurt so that others can retry
When I throw on myself some dirt so that others can go by
Where the hell am I?
Hook-
I am haunted by these demons and those long-lasting feelings
Wishing I could never see them and maybe I couldn’t feel things
But that’s all I wanted, to have someone that I can hold in
To know that all this pain, won’t make me go insane and I can cope with
That’s all I ever wanted!
There are things in my mind telling me to be something, cause I feel nothing when I take a look at my life
There are these seens that remind me of the hurt and the burning of dreams that I wanted to look up to light
Am I alright? I keep asking myself
But I can’t seem to be right I can’t seem to ask for any help
Have I lost the fight? took a higher step
And I don’t wanna write I don’t wanna rest
I keep going on this road until I find myself again
I will hold no regrets so I will carry on with the blame
Maybe one day you will come back to me again
But that’s all on my name, I will not stop till I go Insane
Higher life 