Hook-
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, It doesn’t even matter
Verse 1 (0:33)-
One thing,
That I can’t ever hide,
Things don’t even change and All I can do is stand beside
Keeping all inside
Trying to find a life
And It just goes by
Cause All I know
I lost you in some of my worst being memories
Trying to be the person I thought could never be
And still trying to find a reason to try to cope with the feeling of regret and the darkness that I’ve kept in me
(So Undone)
With the emotions, I am trying to hold
Going the same way I Never wanted to travel but it’s my only hope
Writing this song, I can see the wrong, but I’ve lived with it in my life for so damn long
have been living in the moment that seemed to conquer me
All I can do is stay and apologise for all the things
But they never seem to go away, It’s been clouding my way, even though I have been giving out apologies
Hook-
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, It doesn’t even matter
Verse 2(1:40) –
I wake up every day with the same regret and sorrow
Attached to the pain like I won’t see a tomorrow
Filling myself with the caffeine cause I am empty and hollow
Thoughts getting in the scene, dark times apollo
It has always been that way, I am getting to know more
things never stay when you try to hold what you had hoped for
And it can not change I can go on no more
But I have to, cause I got some people to impress
No time to stop, I got no time to rest
There has been thought, that it keeps making me stressed
I Take a deep breath, it’s not me, maybe it’s them
My life stopped at that moment it’s all that I can remember
No one can see me fade, it has always been December
On the edge of going insane, my life is getting intenser
Hopefully one day I’ll feel again, all the things except hurt
Hook-
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, It doesn’t even matter
Higher life 