Doubts-
Hook-
It’s hard to do something cause my heart’s pounding
It’s hard to win fame when my friends surround me
It’s hard to save myself cause the guilt keeps howling
It’s hard to trust someone when the doubt surrounds me
Verse 1-
creativity something an artist never lacks,
When the pain is so much I’d not prefer to look back.
At the old me crying over night over a fight of his life
Even though It makes me feel like a loser sack
There are so many emotions that sound amuse
Cause when I try to fill the paper, i don’t seem to fill the cues,
Even though the mistakes I make bring more to accuse
It feels truly bad inside when the strings are loose
I’ve been working hard, living scared, aiming the gun but not shooting fast
Learning art, felt retard, even the mirror seems to break apart. It’s so dark, how i fell lost in my thoughts cause I’m insecure of my reality and can’t seem to know the start
Life’s hard, for the most part even though I act fine, I need a guard cause can’t discard the memories inside my heart. sitting in the schoolyard, torn apart, doubting myself I hit hard cause the only thing that could’ve saved me was the happy card.
Verse 2-
When I was 11 I learned to Judge others
I never knew that it would make me suffer
Even though My efforts don’t seem to pay me wages
I won’t give up, ima work for ages.
I’ve learned so much about being alive
But never tried it myself cause I’m dead inside
These changes make me feel like screaming out loud
cause when I trust others, my head just fills with doubts
So many people are just counting on me to work 24/7 and win it,
And I will not disappoint them I will take it to the edge of winning
Cause this might be the kick that I need to help me stay alive
But why do I feel out of place, why do I feel dead inside?
Maybe it’s the doubts that keep running in my head.
since I was 11 years old, this is getting me mad,
Cause I fear I won’t make it That’s why I filled so much space
and even if I reach the top will I still feel out of this place? because-(hook).
Higher life 