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Been gone for a long time man I am back at it!
Just rapping another song that feels so prerequisite
cause you Never know when I give up on the dreams I visits
And wrap a rope around my neck to just try to feel different
Just because I sit right here accepting your stupid decisions
Doesn’t mean I support you, I already have my vision.
I’m only sitting calmly for some time I need to
Cause Seeing you all fail gives me more motivation
I come back having your back saving you
from the people that are mentally dangerous
But you never value my presence
because I never have demanded in return
So don’t take me for granted and live your life
Don’t try to act so weird like you don’t need me
And even if you do that I won’t let me set my anger free
I know that his need for me is just a very fake story
I’m Home,
We are back at it again to just play this game that I like to favour the most
We are on the road of fame, to just go insane and favour the pain that always makes me fell lost
Oh yes we are seeing the lane, Where I make the roads to the mental folks who might not regain
The conscientious they contained, Before they took the name of the fakest face and Now I am back again
I’m home,
Just a demo of how I rap when I feel so exposed in this life like I just got betrayed By my own people because they are jealous of someone who has been training to achieve level above anyone and is of their own
Domination in annihilation I am the definition of a man with ambition to his diminish rapping competition in a single mission of ammunition
Here I am using skills of a villain,Gone!
But I don’t like to rap, I just do it cause it helps me!
It takes me an hour or 2 to just write down these words and just spit it like I want to cause these words always heal me.
My voice cracks down at the end of every song because my own self feels these deep inside and saves these open feelings
and I just can’t let go cause if I do then the only option left for me to take is to just start crying in this misery
So I do it again,
It’s like a drug I take,
a new song to make,
a new path to take,
a new favour to fake
a new tamer to tame
a new frown to face
a new emotion to drain
I ain’t done yet
It’s time cause I am first up
Got a lot to say but let me just take a guilt sup
To stop me from saying something that is right enough
Cause I don’t want to end up rough in my life
(Brief Pause from 2:27 to 3:06)
Stop it now!
Just cause I’m silent doesn’t mean your gonna come and make me feel bad for who I am when I just try my best to write these songs I have to face these emotions that succeed in breaking me when they are coming on me now!
No this isn’t the real me who always thought of being grateful to everyone It’s just me who is sick and tired of favouring everyone who doesn’t think about me as a person and are always with their own selfish crown! I feel better now!
No I ain’t supporting you That was the old me who always tried to hide the truth to help you reach further in your life then you were when you were in your prime howl!
Cause I hate the fact that you don’t trust me as a person and then act so unexpected when I say that it’s getting harder to trust you day by day and you just leave me to it now! How do you feel now!
i not gonna see defeat
you just try to take the lead
I won’t burn today
So just watch me bleed
I gave you a lot to feed
I taught you everything to seize
But you just hate me and you just change me
But you won’t succeed
No i can’t accept it
You just try to hurt me
Cause my attitude’s lavish
And I swear I am tough
I’ve been hurt so rough
And I will get up
cause I’ve had enough
You guys will never understand what it’s like to be a person so negative about himself in this world pushed down by others as well but he has finally learned how to try this game now
Cause After everything I’ve been through till today I’ve taught myself not to trust anyone even me when it comes to your own protection because people here are so fake that they will try to break you but You won’t break me Now! No I am not gonna drown!
I’m Home!
Higher life 